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Wednesday, 16 July 2014

CT Scan Part 2

Few days after my lower abdominal CT Scan with IV and rectal contrast, here I am again ready to conquer another challenge of my lupus life. :)

Lupus can affect or attack the central nervous system. Since I have SLE, I've been having severe headaches/migraines commonly known as lupus headaches. And lately, this migraine-like headache makes me wanna give up. So my doctor referred me to a neurologist.

Dr. Mamangun, my neurologist asked me few questions and I told him my past and present illnesses. He also performed neuropsychoclogical tests. To be sure and to rule out CNS lupus since I experienced vasculitis few years ago, he ordered CRANIAL CT SCAN with IV CONTRAST. So what is CNS Vasculitis? CNS Vasculitis is a very rare complication of SLE caused by inflammation of the blood vessels of the brain. It is diagnosed by a blood vessel study and requires treatment with high dose steroids. 
After my check up with Dr. Mamangun, I went at Angeles University Foundation Medical Center to have Cranial CT Scan (a diagnostic tool used to create detailed picture of the skull, brain, paranasal sinuses and eye sockets. The contrast dye helps highlight some areas better on the images. Good thing I did not eat or drink for several hours prior to the test because I'll be receiving contrast. My creatinine was normal too. 

The procedure itself is painless. Their instruction to me is to remain still. At first, they took images without the contrast. Then, a nurse inserted an intravenous injection where the contrast will pass through. A doctor also assisted me while the contrast dye is being inserted. I was reminded to notify the scanner operator and the doctor immediately if there is difficulty in breathing, nausea, feeling of warmth, vomiting or itchiness. I did not feel anything except for the metallic taste of the dye and the cold feeling in my right hand. 

So here is the interpretation/result of my CT Scan:

TECHNIQUE: Non-contrast and contrast enhanced 16-multislice axial CT images of the BRAIN

FINDINGS: 
1. No evidence of extraaxial and intraaxial hemorrhage. No territorial infarct is evident.
2. No focal mass lesion or edema.
3. No abnormal parenchymal and meningeal enhancement.
4. No gross ectatic vessel seen in the major vascular structures.
5. The sulci, cisterns, extraaxial spaces and ventricles are normal.
6. The posterior fossa is relatively preserved.
7. The paranasal sinuses and tympanomastoids are well aerated.
8. The calvarium is intact.

In short, all normal. So that's it. It was merely lupus headache. Keeping the mind and spirit healthy is as important as keeping the body healthy. Cut down your stress. Do not be a pessimist.  Exercise and diet are nice combination to be healthy. Also, know when to take a rest and sleep. Eat healthy foods and avoid caffeine and processed foods. Do not abuse yourself  and know your limitations. Remember to avoid things that may trigger lupus like stress and sunlight. 

As of now, I'm still experiencing migraines and lupus headaches. But still I'm trying my best to have healthy lifestyle and take my medicines religiously. 

And if you're feeling like giving up.. JUST PRAY and feel your pulse. Never forget to thank the Lord for the pain and for another priceless gift - the gift of life. 

Sunday, 4 September 2011

What happen last September 23, 2010?


September 23, 2010

Life is too short to be angry at people around you. I know it’s wrong to lose hope now, but today I choose to be happy and spend a meaningful life. I want my last days to be momentous and exciting at the same time.
Being diagnosed with an autoimmune disease was a challenge given to me. I may not survive this battle but I’ve tried to fight -- fight for every pain, the struggle of taking different kinds of medicines just not to have a relapse of the disease condition and the most difficult of all is showing that you’re strong just to make your loved ones blissful.
Yes, I’ve been hurt by others. Well, those “others” refer to the people I once loved and still love. They are killing me emotionally and I ‘m just here left at the corner crying alone. Good thing, my Mom is there to support me and my heart really melts whenever she is giving me words of encouragement. She is the reason why I’m still here. Without her, I won’t be able to survive the pain I felt last year. Though, she offers lot of herbal medicines and ointments to me .. oh plus the Complete capsules she was selling, she never give up on me, trying to find a palliative treatment in my condition. God sent her to me as God gave me to her as her happiness.
I know, God is giving me more more more time to thank everyone. And sorry for those who are expecting that I’ll be strong until the end. Everyone has his own saturation point. Each individual has his own limits. And I guess I’ve got mine already. And now I offer to God my pain and my happiness.

(I was browsing my files in my laptop when I saw this document. Seems that last September 23, I want to give up. But look at me now - stronger, better and still fighting. I know depression may come into our lives especially when the pain strikes. But I assure you that being close to God can heal whatever pain you feel. Take a rest, PRAY, then sleep.)